The stupidest insecurities ambush you.
They swirl in your brain.
Feeding you lies that not even you have reason to believe.
Yet here we are.
Curled up under our favorite fluffy blanket.
Eating chocolate and watching the office.
Uncertainty wafting through your brain like a cheap perfume.
"maybe... maybe this time it is right..."
But you know what.
No one needs that kind of cheap perfume in their life.
Because you know you deserve the good stuff.
Because this time it is not right.
It never has been before.
Why should it start now?
Oh and that past stuff that jumps out like clowns in a haunted house?
There to scare you and make you even more uncertain.
Do what you would do to a real clown..
The past does not define who you are.
The past does not determine the future.
Time is fickle in that way.
My dear, wonderful, darling readers...
If you are feeling insecure today.
Know that there are people who think you are awesome.
You are a fantastic human being.
God made you.
And that is a pretty big deal.
So continue to watch the office...
But try to watch it with a kind of pompous victory instead.
And keep the blanket close.
Cuddly blankets are important.
Stay awesome dear readers and have a good rest of your day.