That I have the Missouri Content Assessment tomorrow.
That I might try out for the Rockettes... because why not?
That I have no idea what I am going to do after I graduate.
And to be completely honest...
That terrifies me.
I have been in school for the past... 19 years... and... I have no idea what is going to happen when the one thing I have been doing almost my entire life is over.
Life.
I will have to do life.
I will have more hard choices.
I will have more heart aches.
I will have more joys.
I will have more adventures.
I will have more tears.
More laughter.
More books.
More coffee.
More frustrations.
More long nights.
More perfect days.
More.
More.
More.
And one day.
It will be enough.
And life will be over.
And the not really knowing scares me.
As it does every twenty something.
And that's okay.
It's our prerogative.
We are young.
We make mistakes.
Take Chances.
Get messy.
And we live.
Until we no longer can.
We might love ourselves one day and hate ourselves the next.
But in the end we are who we are.
And that is okay.
We are okay.
You know that?
We are okay.
We have so much to look forward to.
We can change the world.
It will take work.
But we can do it.
We have more than any generation before us.
And that is a HUGE blessing!
So lets do HUGE things.
Let's live! Really live!
Not just partying, not just shopping.
Not just being shallow.
But really living.
Really smiling.
Really caring.
So what do you say?
Will you live a livable life with me?