But today... whew.
I dont even know how to explain it. God just continually amazes me.
When I feel forgotten or like I am unworthy of any of Gods attention, God just comes thrpugh in amazing and astounding ways. He lets me know that I am very much important to him, that he hasn't forgotten about me, and that he thinks I am worth it.
Which to be honest y'all, is the best feeling ever.
I have never felt so much peace until today. Its this peace that knocks down every doubt that tries to flare up in my brain, and its this... I don't know how to explain it... its there. I can feel its intensity. Its almost as if it has wrapped this protective covering over my heart and just... brings this joy and warmth through me, and my brain... its like this deep abyss that was there... is closing up. its not there. its awesome guys.
okay, random story.
There I was sitting in my car listening to the radio when this guy was trying to explain "rolling your work to God." And his partner laughed and said it reminded her of a rolling pin. They laughed over the image and joked about it...
BUT GUYS! IT IS LIKE THAT!!!
Remember when we were kids and we would help our mom bake cookies?? How the rolling pin looked fun and easy and of course we would want to help so we would beg and beg to help. So our mom let us work on those cookies. Our kid hands working as hard as they could to flatten that dough. Until we couldn't flatten it anymore, so we handed our mom the rolling pin who finished it for us and we watched in awe as the dough got even flatter?
It's like the same thing with God. We work at something as hard as we can and when we realize we have done our best, all we can do is hand that "rolling pin" to God and tell him we have done our best, and ask him for help. And then as he works, we watch in awe as everything falls into place! SAME THING (essentially)so yeah....
that is one of my few "aha!" moments...Just thought I would share that with y'all.
I hope y'all have a wonderful week and may God bless you all!