Its silly and rather childish... but sometimes I wish I could do what my six year old self did and just run into my parents room. (Course because of distance I would be running for days!} Thats one of my favourite things about God though. It could be four or five in the morning and he will still show up. He doesnt groggily ask what is wrong, he is already there. I remember one night like a year or two ago, I had woken up yelling. And in my grogginess I remember also praying for God to help me. And here is the coolest part! All of a sudden I felt this inexplicable warmth like someone was giving me a hug or wrapping me in their arms, and I just felt this peace. I KNEW I would be ok that no dream was gonna hurt me. And I just fell back asleep.
I admit, sometimes it is hard to feel peaceful when you wake up screaming/bawling. Its hard to shake off the dream world when everything was so real. Thats actually how it has been the past few nights, and I shamefully admit I have let it affect my sleeping. Some nights I am scared to fall asleep because I dont like waking up yelling (and niether does my poor roomie!} so I just stay up. Like tonight actually... but I am gonna go to bed. You wanna know why???? Cause my Heavenly Daddy is NOT gonna let any nightmare bug his daughter! So I am gonna trust him to give me peace and rest tonight (what little night there is left!} What is the best dream you have ever had?