So I realized something.
It might seem I a boy crazy young woman.
When I write on here, I always end up saying something about marriage or dating, or other related things.
Let me clear some things up.
I am actually surprisingly fine being single.
Now, I realize that is what those who are not fine with being single says when they are convincing those around them they are alright.
Do I have my moments when it feels like I am never gonna not be alone?
I think we all do/did.
We all wondered if it was going to happen.
And if you think about it...
Us young single people are always being told, "You'll meet him."
Or, "How are you not married yet?" (the second one is what I always get.)
And it does wear a person down
But you know.
I think it is okay to wonder occasionally.
But I am realizing, that as a single girl, do you know how much I can just go and... do?!
Like. I have this wonderful little apartment.
I can set it up however I like.
I have a dog.
I can eat what I like, when I like.
I can go do things.
And are my married friends concerned? Do they try to figure out who they could pair me up with?
Because they see the wonderful things marriage has brought them.
And as a single girl. I see what wonderful things single things bring me.
Have I ever found someone I wanted to marry? Yeah.
Obviously it did not happen haha!
But you know... I don't think I would be at this little school if I were to have married him.
And I know my mom is worried about me dating.
Worried about not knowing who the guy is.
And does that affect me?
But I just wanted to let you know... From now on... I think I am going to write school stories on here.
And if I do vent about being single.. I do apologize. Just know it is a moment of humaness. And that even though it may not seem like it, I am actually really very happy where God has put me.