I have to do a shout out to my husband. Right now is probably one of the most stressful times in the year for a teacher. The reality of grades is hitting both students and parents, and as it is the last week of school, naturally everyone is last ditch efforting to get those grades boosted to an A!
As a teacher, I have to say I married the best person. Some days after school I just go home and flop and can't move for a period of time just because I am so tired. And he flops with me. Asking how my day went, listening to me vent about "why on Earth have they decided to care NOW? LIKE! Couldn't they have cared EARLIER!?" sort of existential teacher questions. Or starts venting about stupid things that happen at school, "I am a firm believer there are no stupid questions, but they are REALLY pushing that philosophy! They KNOW what a pencil is!" Or venting about school works, "Wow. That was probably the dumbest answer yet... nope. Nope. This other student beat them. Here read this!" And he just loves me through it all.
And through the end of the year mayhem he continues to seem unfazed. If I unintentionally get snippy or my tone is not what I mean for it to be, he just lovingly points it out. Sometimes, if he has had a rough day, he snips back. But you know what? He is not perfect. Neither am I. And yet, even when we both flop and can't move. We love each other immensely.
He is most definitely my other half! I love him immensely.
I only hope that I love him as much as he loves me.
Sometimes I don't know how to emotionally deal with the fact I am his World. He spoils me, and I don't know what to do with it. Often I don't feel I deserve his spoilings, and every time he just cuddles me and reminds me how much he loves me. I love it, but sometimes I don't know how to... process it.
He wants to make everyone of my dreams come true. I have never met someone so FOR my dreams! And again, I feel a little guilty and have to ask myself. Do I love him to that extent? What can I do to show him that I love him as much as he loves me?!
It's funny. Most people fight because they don't feel love. We get in tiffs because we want to out love the other person.
I guess it could be worse!
He is my world too.
Everyday I look forward to curling up next to him after work and just listening to him breathe and listening to his heart beat.
That really never gets old. I have loved his heart beat for almost 5 years.
I want to push him to his dreams too!
I feel bad because right now, I am so stressed and quite depressed and I don't feel I do a very good job at showing him my love.
I do adore him. Completely.
After all... he is the male-whom-I-am-fond-of!