Just been up for 2 and a half hours, thats all.
I am going through my first breakup.
See, I met this amazing, talented, handsome guy who is an amazing boyfriend. He makes his girl feel amazing.
He is respectful and kind and caring and funny. And if you are sad, he will go to no ends to make you smile.
I broke up with this amazing fellow.
I know... heartbreak Emilie. I broke my heart too.
I liked him... oh how I liked him. But I am always working. And going to school. I barely saw the guy anymore and when I did I was crabby.
So, I prayed about it.
And one answer kept popping up. "Now is not a good time. You need to breakup." So after God repeated himself a few times, I wrote a letter.
Then I waited all day, still praying. I handed the letter to the guy at the front desk and told him to please give it to Alex.
Believe me, I was so close to tears. This is the hardest thing I have ever done.
After he read it... we facebook messaged. I cried for almost 4 hours. I got about 2.5 hours of sleep. I have two tests tomorrow (today). I even cried in my sleep.
that is why I am eating icecream... in my pajamas at five in the morning.