Everything is weird and changing.
There are those ladies out there who just ROCK the pregnancy thing and look great and feel great.
Then there is everyone else.
I am in the everyone else category.
Being pregnant is hard.
It is exhausting.
You are litterally growing a human....
IN YOUR BODY!
It's so alien and weird.
It affects your emotions.
Your energy.
Everything.
Somedays I am so tired I can't move off the couch.
Granted, I am still working. And my job is really active.
I think the worst part is the emotions.
It just makes everything BIGGER.
I often have a shorter temper.
I feel like there is very little I can control in my world.
I cry. A lot.
it's rough.
It's hard watching myself grow as a pregnant women.
When I say grow, I mean my belly.
It took a long time to get comfortable in my body.
And now I have this rotund belly that wiggles as my baby girl kicks.
I love watching the kicking.
But the whole, feeling like a whale.
Or rather the Grinch in the picture below...
Is hard.
I have cried because he ate my cake.
I got mad cause he ate my homemade stuffing with lime flavored chips.
I have cried because my belly popped and I can't fit my normal clothes anymore.
I have cried just to cry.
CRYING IS REAL MAN!
Anyways.
I am having a girl.
She is going to be precious.
I can't wait to hold her in my arms.