That is me right now.
I have pre-tests to look over, and word problems to write. I have job applications and tasks for my certification. I have a paper, and a final to study for. I have so much. And all I want to do is sleep.
I just want to sleep.
That is it.
I am not hungry.
I am just tired.
So stinking tired.
I am so close.
So close
But I am so tired.
I just don't want to do it.
There is just too much going on.
I am pulled every which way.
I fell asleep in my car today.
In the parking lot. Luckily.
I just laid back and slept for like half an hour.
A precious thirty minutes.
Gone.
Like the wind.
I don't want to explain morals.
I don't want to have to teach word problems.
I just want to freaking sleep.
I don't even want to teach dance.
That is so much energy.
I am just tired.
Please.
Just let me sleep.
That is all.
The hours are so few and precious.
The days are whipping by.
Every time I sleep I feel I missing something.
Perhaps I am.
I just want to pass out and sleep for days.
I just... want to sleep.
But I am so close.
So close.
And I look at the work.
The work that I will have.
The job that keeps having more and more to do and be.
And I wonder.
Is it for me?
I love it.
Don't get me wrong.
But am I going to be tired for the rest of my life?
Am I?