He doesn't make me happy.
I just feel happier around him.
I became self aware.
I was talking about who lived where and his name slipped out.
And it is different.
It's happier sounding.
They make fun of me for it now.
They say one name all low pitched and sad
And the other high pitched and peppy.
The principal overheard a story.
I was talking about how he was going to avenge me.
He was confused and asked and he asked his name
I said it and just started giggling.
I don't know why.
He isn't my happiness though.
He just is a happy spot in my life.
I wish he knew how much.